However, when I woke up this morning I didn't feel like a 20 year old should, unless they're more nauseated than I've been told. Yep, it was my special day, and I felt as sick as a dog. And when I get extremely sick, I tend to be really still and quite, kinda like a vegetable, maybe like broccoli or spinach, they're nauseating enough. So my poor parents wished me a happy birthday and all I could honestly do was smile a thanks.
Pretty soon it was time to get ready for work, and I was beginning to debate whether or not I should even go, but I knew seeing the kids would be good for my morale. And I'm so glad I did. My mom and grandmother brought a beautiful teacher themed cake up to the school to share with my students. We had a mini party in the classroom, and the kids sang to me, gave me more hugs and love than I could almost stand! One of my first grade girls said, "Miss Stephanie, this is one of the best parties I have ever been to! Thank you for bringing your cake and sharing it with us." I had to agree with her, it was one of the best parties I had ever been to as well. Not because of a fancy cake, decorations, games, or gifts (because their weren't any), but because of the love that was in the celebration.
Although I was disappointed that I didn't necessarily feel up to celebrating 20 years of life, I am certainly grateful to God that He has given them to me. I know that it was because of Him that I had such a good time at the party today, I could feel Him in the room amongst the kids. I am forever thankful for those students and for loving parents! So Happy 20th Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday Steph, Love Ms. Damona and Mr. Ronnie
ReplyDeleteSteff,
ReplyDeleteDad passed your blog address along to us. I had no idea all that has been going on with you! That is crazy! I have never heard of anything like it! I am amazed by your maturity and wisdom as you walk in this journey. Your strength and compassion for others is truly inspiring. I hope that over the next few days God gives you rest and peace so you can celebrate your birthday to the fullest!
Jennifer Daniel (Scott, Wyatt and Caleb say Happy Birthday, too!)