Restoration

Anyone who doesn't believe in God obviously has never been to the mountains.  You can see His majestic work in their snow-capped peaks.  You can feel His peace in the open, green valleys.  You can sense His power in the movement of the rivers. 

My family (including Gatlin) and I just returned from a nine day trip out West.  We flew into Rapid City, South Dakota and proceeded to visit parts of Montana, Yellowstone, and the Grand Teton National Parks in Wyoming.  One of the highlights of my trip was attending the Fourth of July Powwow on the Northern Cheyenne Reservation in Lame Deer, Montana.  I really wanted to witness this event for further guidance on understanding what God's plans are for my life.  Seeing the children in their native regalia was confirmation enough for me!  I am certain that God wants me to teach the children on this reservation, but I am still uncertain how He wants me to go about it.  Does He want me to teach summers only? Or perhaps be there all year long? And if so, will I retire there?  So many unanswered questions, as always.  I have learned that when it comes to God, be patient.  He likes to reveal His plan one piece at a time, so that the puzzle can only be solved when everything fits together perfectly.

Kids and critters, God knows what I love.  On our trip we saw: a pack of wolves, a grizzly bear, a black bear, plenty of buffalo, bull elk, 3 moose, at least 9 bald eagles, and lots of big-eared mule deer!  I took an abundance of pictures!  The beauty of the landscape, however, can never truly be captured.

This trip was EXACTLY what I needed.  I needed restoration.  My soul was weak and weary, and this experience was the pick-me-up that I hungered for.  I feel more at peace, and I feel that I have something to look forward to.  Before my trip, everyday I would think with exhaustion "I have such a long life ahead of me.  I long life of battling this illness, and I'm already tired." God gave me the rest I needed.  He allowed me to go away with my family for a few days to my haven, Montana.  I feel refreshed, still sick, but I don't feel as emotionally tired. Although I may need a vacation from my vacation, I had way too much fun!

Thank you, God, for allowing us to take this trip! Thank you for keeping us safe and giving us such a good time! I can't wait to go back!!! Give me guidance on the next step to take regarding the Northern Cheyenne.  I want to be obedient to Your word.  I love You, and thank you for Your endless blessings!